Oh my gosh! Thank you so much for posting this!! I cannot believe how much I relate to you! I hope to someday be where you are. I've decided this year is my year to change. The other night my autistic son was vomiting and crying for me (my husband was soothing him, so he wasn't all alone but he wanted his mommy) but I was hiding in the room with earphones in and shaking. That as the moment I decided I need to change.

I also had pretty traumatic things happen in my life that I believe brought on my emetophobia as well as so many other disorders and issues. I just wanted to thank you for posting this; you did it just when I needed it. It is such an encouragement that this thing that I feel I will never overcome is possible.