Welcome! I do not think it is weird at all. I myself am afraid of both but more when I see or hear someone else especially my kids because I have to help them. They are both emet as well they are 9 and 6. My 9 year old is afraid of both but my 6 year old handles it so well when it is her v* but when she heard her sister she had a huge panic attack. She was shaking and crying it was worse seeing her that upset then seeing my oldest v. So I completely believe that you are emet whether you are afraid of others or just yourself v* or both. My husband will let me know if he feels s* and he will go to the bathroom in the basement and he knows I cannot be in there with him when he v*. I will check on him bring him ginger ale and things like that but that's pretty much it and if someone is sick in the house they have to use the same bathroom and stay in bed and watch tv and rest. My husband also has a really bad stomach so we have been in the hospital for it before. Good luck and welcome!!!