Hi Bethany! Well you are with a nice group of people that know EXACTLY how you feel. Frustrated, scared, angry at ourselves and others, nervous and a general mess. Well, that is how I describe myself. I also avoid eating out, hate hospitals and big gatherings, cannot be a passenger in a car ever for years...I am a mom and I drive my poor kid nuts everytime he so much as looks at me funny or seems like he is pooping more than normal!