i never eat out, I've never slept at friends houses even as a child n still have trouble doing so now. i refuse to go to movies because i had to leave in the middle of one once due to bad d*. i was going through red lights to make it home and crying. i dont like being out in general. its a challenge for me to go to my classes esp during a bad stage or when anyone around is sick. everyday is a struggle. as a kid, we were forced to stay at my dads on the weekend and i would cry and chase my moms car down the block cuz he was so mean to me if i didn't feel good, which would always happen when i slept there or anywhere.this phobia has literally destroyed my life for years. last month i went out to a club which is very rare and someone v* on me. yea.. thats why i have no social life, and barely a life at all. does anyone else feel like even it follows them? like everywhere i go its right there! smh..