I think I did something bad
So this morning I had my therapy session, and I had rode my bike there. When I got in she asked if I wanted some water and I said yes . She said she got it from the bathroom sink just down the hall. In there was those little paper triangular cups. I got one and took a drink out of it... later realizing. Its IN the bathroom. What if some ones poop particles, or vomit particles are on it. What If I get sick from that? She, my therapist, said no one has been sick there. But still.... why did I take a cup of water from the bathroom. Its a small bathroom too. UGH. Now I am so scared I'm in this waiting game now. SHIT. I'm so mad at myself!
If you try and tell me a phobia is unreal. I dare you to live a day, and feel what I have to feel.
- michelle
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