Oh no, I'm so so so sorry to hear about your Dad!! Is he ok now? I hope he gets to feeling better very soon! Also, I'm so sorry you are so scared, I would be to, no blame there. Just keep doing what you are doing and you'll be ok. I went through the same fear you are earlier this week. My oldest son was v* for about 12 hours on and off (this past Monday). I was washing my hands like mad crazy and lysoling up a storm. Keep us posted!!! *hugs*