Men, when they v* it sounds aweful, I've accused my hubby of being loud just to make me miserable, lol!! He doesn't have a problem being sick at all, and I am a mess when he is. Your bf probably just drank too much!! Hang in there, you're stronger than you think you are. I went through Attacking anxiety and Depression program several years ago and it really, really helped me. You can find it on e-bay, it's well worth it. You are young and strong and can get past this! Also look up relaxation by Lucinda Bassett on you tube, I love to listen to this when I am freaked out... Really helps. Don't stop living because of this.. it does get easier, push yourself to go out a little past your comfort zone, you'll feel better when you do, I promise.