I just wanted to thank each and every one of you who responded to me. In a moment of weakness I wrote how I truly felt and I understand how painful that is to read sometimes. I do see a therapist currently but she doesn't really treat anxiety disorders. There is next to no one in MN who does and it has become rather defeating to find someone who does. I'm truly hoping that sooner than later I will come across someone who treats this type of disease, but until then, the only choice I have is to grin and bear; so until then, here's to you my fellow emetophobes, thank you for all your support!