Hello all!
I don't post much but I do lurk quite often. I used to get on these boards every day (several times per day) about 9 years ago for my horrible emetophobia issues. I still have emet issues but I feel like I have accepted them and can control who/what I am around more. At times, I still get panicky when it comes to v*.
Anyways, I myself am a licensed mental health therapist who still has "emetophobia" (strange I know). I have just started seeking therapy for myself for some of my emet, anxiety, depression issues. It is strange to go from straight to seeing my patients, to taking a break and going to see my therapist, then going back to seeing my patients. So yeah... even mental health professionals have mental health issues.
I wanted to inform everyone on here that I have just started researching the effects of caffeine and how it effects peoples' every day emotional well-being. It contributes to panic attacks, agitation, depression, tiredness, enhanced PMS, etc. It can also effect you physically suck as giving you a stomach ache, heartburn, headaches, etc.; the list can go on. I am now reading a book about how caffeine manufacturers don't want the public to know the effects of the drug. They have also been fighting getting warning labels put on products on caffeinated foods/drinks. Adding caffeine is the best way for companies to get you to continue to buy their product-- how can you not? You get addicted!
With all of that being said, I have recently given up caffeine due to it's effects. I wasn't sure what was going on. During last fall, I started noticing that I was feeling more tired, depressed, nervous, agitated, and started experiencing heart palpitations. The palpitations were so bad that I had to go to the cardiologist and I had an EKG, ultrasound, and other tests done, including the 48 hour halter monitor. All came back normal. My cardiologist told me to stop eating/drinking foods/drinks with caffeine. I shrugged it off and denied that was my issues. Months went by and things just got worse. Horrid palpitations, panic, and depression. I wasn't even motivated to start my new private practice as a counselor (my dream career) after giving up a job I despised. I had to do something and FAST. So... I went to the doctor and got on Effexor ER. Worked like a dream the first few months but a few weeks ago symptoms of anxiety, depression, and worst of all... palpitations. They are scary! Well, I decided to suck it up and give up my several cups of morning coffee along with some of my dark chocolate. I can honestly say that my moods are now more stable, I am not near as anxious, and my palpitations and panic have ceased. My next step is to wean off of Effexor. I am confident that I know what my mood/anxiety issues were... CAFFEINE! I have come to learn that I am overly sensitive to caffeine and even the smallest amounts can mess with me. I feel great. Yes... I miss my coffee and "energy" I would get from it but it isn't worth the effects of my body needing it all of the time.
I just wanted to let you all know what is working for me in eliminating depression/anxiety. It won't get rid of our phobia but you will feel so much better physically and emotionally. If you drink at least 1 caffeinated pop or coffee per day, it may be worth it for you to try to give it up for a few weeks or a month. If you drink a lot of caffeine, you have to wean off slowly. And regardless of how much you drink, prepare for a few potential withdrawal effects such as a headache, agitation, depression, and fatigue. I find it to be well worth it!![]()