Originally Posted by
surfer777
Well it's bittersweet I'm not alone with the OCD...I'm really sorry you all have to deal with it too though! I've really been trying lately to embrace rational thoughts and let them take over the irrational thoughts, but it's hard!
Quick update, I haven't thrown up yet, probably won't...the longer I've been away from the kid throwing up, the more I can embrace the rational thinking. Plus I got stitches last night (ran into a fence, haha!) which definitely redirected my thoughts!
One thing I've thought about recently is how many times I've had an "episode" when someone has been sick. I can say with certainty that every time I've freaked out about getting a stomach virus or about throwing up at all, it has done me NO good because I haven't thrown up since I was maybe 7 or 8 (I'm 24 now). You would think that would prompt me to not freak out, but I think subconsciously I've associated the freaking out with actually protecting me from viruses or from whatever would cause me to throw up. Clearly that's a problem because freaking out can't protect us (though it may help us wash our hands more which does protect us...)
So the question is...how do you rewire the brain so that you don't associate freaking out with being a helpful behavior??