This is the thing weighing on my mind. Our family is really big. In our actual house its only me my mum and my sister but we have so much extended family its crazy. My mum has this idea that we all have to be really really close and all that. Its fine, but I wish there werent so many damn kids. Basically, I have 4 cousins under the age of 10.
Then 3 that are 13 14 and 15. Then there is my sister who is almost 16. Then there are my aunts and uncles. One of my aunts is gross, and I mean gross. She has no shame in burping, farting or coughing all over you. And she still comes over if shes ill, she just doesnt care and sure doesnt understand my emet.

One of my uncles is severly mentally ill. Then there is my grandma, who is the best person ever, but she said something that killed me the other day..'we are just waiting for the old maddy to come back'

My grandma and grandpa on my mums side are in Israel, and my grandpa seems determined not to live lol. Just today he got rushed to hospital for trying to kick a football in the park and he fell over almost cracking his head open...And if a bomb siren goes off, he walks so slowly he cant get to the bomb shelter so he sits on the toilet. Im not kidding..

Then theres my crazy non-related family. These guys are like my real family, I call her auntie and stuff because shes my mums best friend since secondary school.
She has 11 kids. Yes I am serious. 3 new born triplets, 2 girl age 13 and 9 and then god knows the rest, but they dont live with her, but they do very often all come over.

They seem to have it in for me! Always ill, its so stressful. I dont know what posting about it could do, I just needed a good old rant haha.

Plus, my mum is disabled and as she ages, she requires me to do more work, which im fine with, but im actually really worried about how bad she is getting. She has to shout and she doesnt remember things, her backs always bothering her (she broke a disk in it when i was 5) and her arms are getting harder for her to move (her arms are disfigured from birth)
So yes that was long sorry! thanks for reading, though.