Hahaha mdgirl he is so cute, he is so fat we actually had to get him specialist pants. That must be great, being that old that you know you are off soon so you just eat the world of food. Thats the way im living out my last days for sure!
And yeah, i wish they wouldnt live their lives! i know thats the bad thing, you cant just stop someone having fun, so ill just get my 'kit' and suck it up! if thats even possible. lol.

although my therapist did say, because we are off on holiday soon, that sometimes the memory is worth the fear. so im keeping that in mind