I'm so happy for you! I'm envious too I had a sv 4.5 years ago that was mostly d and one time v. I just had a bad tummy ache all day and haven't ever yet experienced the really bad n. I felt better after I v too, glad i had finally done it after like 14 years. My phobia 'eased' for a long time. Then I noticed maybe last summer or last fall it started to come back. My husband had a sv yesterday and I am freaking out.

You were lucky to be at home. My biggest fear is not only v but getting it at work or in public or in my car. I'm petrified to go back into work tomorrow since I'm not sure when I'm safe from not getting it from the husband. I wish I didn't care at all!! I hate this.

But thanks for your story!