You're definitely not alone! For me, the gagging is the part of being sick where I feel I have the least control....the whole act, of course, kind of throws control out of the window, but that specific part just...really gets me. I think it's because once gagging happens, there's a certain kind of unavoidable surrendering that has to happen. You have to let yourself take a backseat and accept that your body is about to do something you're not exactly thrilled about. And that's just....so painfully uncomfortable. So yeah, you're not alone!