I'm exactly the same! I've been full of cold for the last 2 weeks and I've even been googling to see what the chances of me v*ing with it are! I think everyone with emet does it haha! I had a rough time with the Sertraline to start with but I halved the doses for a while before moving onto the full tablet.

Yeah I understand, it seems like it's not worth feeling rubbish with the tablets especially if you have a busy lifestyle. Have you spoken to your doctor about being afraid of the side effects? My GP is fully aware of my emet and would never give me anything that had a high chance of making me s*. Before I was on the Sertraline I was given Diazepam to take as and when I needed it (if I was panicking a lot) rather than 24/7, you could explore this option with your doctor? Also have you explored the idea of therapy? This might be a better alternative than meds