Hey everybody. I haven't been on this site in forever! I pretty much forgot about it because my anxiety was so low and I was doing so well. Weeeell, that changed recently.
A few years ago, I started to dry heave badly because of anxiety for a year. It got so bad that my doctor honestly thought I had ulcer in my stomach. But, I was put on new medication the summer after it started and it stopped. Since then I only dry heaved every now and then, and it was never really bad, not nearly enough to give me a panic attack or anything. Until a few weeks ago.
I went to Walmart with my Mom, and felt gaggy. I coughed a little, but then felt fine. Some time later we were going to go up again, but on the walk up there my throat got really bad and I had to go home. Then about a week ago I went to the doctor and had the worst panic attack I've had in years because of the dry heave. And finally, today I was planning on going to this daycamp for mentally ill people for the first time and got so nervous that I dry heaved (tmi) extremely violently. Not enough to get sick, but enough to freak me out so badly I ran upstairs and holed myself in my room.
I'm trying to hard to fight again it, as I was doing so, soooo well and that year where I dry heaved everyday was the worst year of my life. I don't want to get into the pattern again. I could be having just a bad little relapse, like everyone with anxiety goes through, but I don't want it to last long.
So, does anyone have any tips for calming your throat? I tried breathing through your stomach, but that didn't really help, even though I focused on it for a while.
Weirdly enough, I'm fine when I go for my walk, or go up to the mall to browse at the books, or get myself a giftcard. But it seems when I have a big plan to go somewhere, like grocery shopping or the doctor, my throat flips out and I start coughing.