I take Zoloft and Zyprexa. I've been on Zoloft for most of my life...since I was like 12. As for Zyprexa I was just recently put on it...like sometime last year. I was SO incredibly unstable before I went on my meds. I have emetophobia now and it's REALLY bad but I can't even begin to imagine what it would be like if I didn't have my meds. I remember once a few months ago I went off my meds for a week and I actually thought about killing myself because my stomach hurt so bad. Medication and therapy is nothing to be ashamed of. IF you need help then you should ask for it! I'm in therapy and things are going just great! Try it...if you don't like it then you can stop.


As for the cutting thing. I used to cut myself all the time, really big gashes on my arms. The last time I cut myself was about a year ago and I still have the scars to proove it. Don't do that to yourself it's not the right way to get attention. If you want attention that badly then you should just be able to stand up and say "I need attention look at me" LoL I know that sounds weird but...when I was in like 11th grade whenever a student acted up (Which was A LOT in the school I went to) the teacher always told them to say, "Look at me I need attention!" and so whenever I feel flustered or frustrated I say "Look at me I need attention." And it usually works. It took me a while before I could even get to the point of saying that, it always seemed stupid to me but it works!


Anyway good luck and I hope that you get the treatment you need!


~Monica