Eternity,
I am wondering, why are you afraid to go to the docs? I'm just asking because it helps to know why, is it all the people that are there, fear of the doc itself, or not wanting to go out of the house? See, I was like terrified of the doc (like the whole erm exam part) and well, I was prescribed lorezopam, so I could make it thro the visits, I had an issue that I needed to get taken care of (I ended up doing good and not needing them everytime). Would it help to say talk to your doc over the phone or a nurse practitioner and explain your situacion? See, if your afraid of the doc part like I was, make it just a talking visit (ie no medical stuff) and explain that you need something to help you get thro it, and it will! Or, is it your afraid to go out of the house to get to the doc? It helps to specify, cause I may be able to make suggestions. Believe me I know what its like to be horrified of something like docs, and it really really really sucks, but theres ways to get past it without losing it. I hope this helps, please reply.