It is your mind working overtime, you are fine and will be fine. You just have to keep saying to yourself that you are fine, your mind is playing tricks on you and you have to change that. Think of other things, good things. Last week I had a cut on my foot, I cleaned it, putting ointment on it etc. I swear every 5 minutes I kept looking at it for the fear of infection, I was driving myself nuts. While I was at my friends store I was sitting outside and I saw my nurse practitioner, I was going to ask her to look at my foot and than thought no. I changed my thinking and bang I finally look at it and its healed. We play mind games and we have to stop that. You can do it, I know you can.Sure at times my mind goesintoover drive but only myself can stop it. Keep thinking positive. Leighs right, your girlfriendknows aboutyour phobia, ifshe was sick or feeling sick she wouldn't be kissing you or anything else to you. Relax.