I don't have any tips for making it less painful but I don't think you'll need them. Most people don't wash their hands everytime they eat and don't v* my brother is one of those people and he hasn't v* in years (well except for drinking but that's not the same) Last time was a coincidence. I'm sure you did a lot of stuff that day that you still do and don't v*. Hard as it is try not to worry and try not to associate. I do the same thing but really it's not reality.
\"As soon as you trust yourself,you will know how to live.\"
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
\"Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight.\"
Benjamin Franklin