I AM SO SORRY!! You are so strong... I can't even imagine honestly. Does your mom live with you? If you aren't around her I wouldn't worry about getting your illness again. I think once it's out of your system it's out of your system. Just try and drink water.. small sips at a time though. The fact that you got through that truly gives me hope. Just try to rest and focus on your breathing. Maybe put some earplugs in and just focus on listening to your breath, sometimes that helps me.

HUGS AND SUPPORT!!