You're doing awesome! If I were in your position I think someone would have to sedate me honestly haha. People always think it's not that big of a deal and it's so frustrating because it shouldn't be but it feels like the worst thing that could ever happen. I remember when I was in high school I dislocated my elbow during cheer practice and had to go to the ER and when they were about to give me morphine they told me it might make me V* and I started freaking out and crying and told them I didn't want the morphine. They were all like "its just a little v*.. you'll feel a lot better after".

YOU'RE DOING SO MUCH BETTER THAN I WOULD BE! Are you feeling any better??