Not a great first post, huh?

So since, let's say last Saturday, I've been a total wreck. My stomach is in open rebellion, I'm terrified to get food in me without an anti-emetic and even then. My stomach's been perpetually upset. I went to the ER and all they could find was a high white count. I went to my doctor, he gave me more zofran (hooray! Best medicine ever!) and ordered a stool sample, but now I'm c**********, so whoops. My stomach still hurts and I'm n******* all the time. I don't know how to deal with this. I'm just, scared all the time. I'm crying, I'm freaking out every time I feel something in my stomach, I don't know how to deal with this. I have yet to v**** but I feel like every time I use the bathroom or eat something I risk it. I don't know what to do and I'm really scared.

My mom had a serious stomach infection a week ago to concurrent with whatever I have, if that helps.

I'm scared. I don't know if it's okay to ask for help this way, but...What do I do?