Your very welcome. I only wish there was some magic cure out there for us. I have suffered with this from a very young age and I am 50 now. All I can offer is my support and a shoulder to cry on. This is a very lonely phobia. When I try to explain to people close to me how it makes me feel all they say is that everyone hates to be sick - they have no clue of the absolute dread and panic it causes us. I was on the bus to work Tuesday when I noticed how unwell the woman sitting next to me looked. I could not wait to get off the bus cos I was sure she was about to v*. Tonight I feel n* and have some stomach pain and I feel so anxious that I am unable to sleep. I have to get up in 5 hours for work and there is no chance I can relax enough to sleep. Hope you can see a light at the end of the tunnel and that you can put this nasty episode behind you very soon. In my experience I am thankful that my daughter very rarely got sick when she was young. As she got older I was always 'getting her water' while she basically looked after herself. The things we do just to get through tough times haha