I kept trying to post yesterday but the site wouldn't load! I'm still OK, I woke up yesterday morning feeling really n* and shivery, and thought that was it, I was doomed, but I put my headphones on and listened to an antianxiety track on YouTube and managed to fall back asleep, so it must have just been the panic. Woke up today feeling fine, and he went home yesterday afternoon feeling better.

I've almost bleached the entire house. Had a daft moment where I really loathed this stupid phobia - I genuinely cleaned my bottle of bleach with bleach. So ridiculous.

Since the party, 3 other people got s* on Monday night the same as him, and one person on Wednesday (but that seems a bit of a long time after to be related). Nobody there was ill as far as they knew.