Hi kcott I enjoyed your post because you're absolutely right! We always have to try to do everything we can to live our life.
I love traveling and I don't want to give up on this. Sometimes the fear of v* is very strong but I cannot let that stop me.

At the moment I am in your same situation and I can't sleep, I'm just trying to relax and focus on positive things. Usually works! I hope you'll feel better!