You are so right!! We do everything and anything to stop it! For example, a few weeks ago I woke up during the night and I was so thirsty. I chugged some water, layed back down and just felt off. I got a sick feeling come over me but I wasn’t sure if it was sickness or just my anxiety. I got out of bed and then all the signs were coming. The cold and clammy skin, shakes, heart racing. I knew I could have v* but instead I did everything in my power to stop it which thankfully I did after a good 20 min of awfulness. Sometimes I think it would just be easier to v* than to try and stop it from happening and putting ourselves though that all the time