I'm sorry you are feeling this way. I think it's normal lol. I mean I don't even have a "career" at 28 yrs old and wonder if when I'm done w/ all my schooling if I will even want the damn thing lol. If you aren't happy try some soul searching, what makes you happy? No one should have to dread waking up in the morning. You can always go back to school for soemthing else. My Mom went back at 40 after 20 yrs in insurance to become a nurse. It's not an endless dark pit, I promise!