doesn't it just! You can tell friends, family but no-one I have told has really understood what I am going though, they have put up with me in a bad state for a while but then they begin to get annoyed and say "well it can't be that bad, whats so wrong with it anyway? its not that scary.."


Beleive me, I *KNOW* that and if it were that easy would I deliberatly work myself up like that just for fun! I think not! I'd give anything for it not to bug me!


But its a different story here as every single member has been though/is going through what we are - its just a complete different reality!


I propose we make an Emet-Island lol [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img]