I am being clean but still I am so scared. I'm afraid to go to sleep. I am sitting here drinking peppermint tea and staring at my computer - we have 2 TV's, one he is sleeping in front of, one in my bedroom where he v*'d. I just don't know what to do... I am so nervous! I keep reading on this site all these people who keep v'ing and getting sv's and I dont understand how they can be emet and have that happen - don't they lose their mind????

I am just praying to G0d that I wasn't exposed. My family lives 3000 miles away, so I feel like I am all alone here, and I am just freaking out - I can't deal.
And my baby is in the other room!! How am I going to deal?????

HELP