Oh God, Charlene. I am so scared. The dr4amamine is starting to kick in, so I am starting to feel more zoned out which is taking the dege off of the panic, but it hurts really bad. I keep having to go to the bathroom and I am hopoing that is a good sicgn (in my head I like to believe tha tif it comes out the other end, it will help me not to vomit. I have no idea how valid of an idea this sis, but... you know..)


I tried to sits and watch law and order svu (my favorite show) and couldn't even sit stilsl for that. So far thsi has kept my mind most focused from going absolutely berzerk. Any other ideas fro waht I can do to relieve this feelign?