It can't be true. You know that when I first discovered I had emet, I got an adrenaline rush and panic attack when someone near me hurled, not because I thoughtI was going to breath it in and become sick, but... it was just scary somehow. Now, after studying it,and watching / listening to it happeningfor 2.1 years, I've learnt a lot, even with scary facts that I will not mention, I'm getting over it.


The other day, I felt really sick, numb feelings in the hands and feet, really bad cramps in the stomach and gut, my throat felt weird and I couldn't taste anything. It was getting worse by the minute. I thought I was going to hurl for sure, but somehow didn't need to make myself act calm this time, I sort of thought "I've seen how it happens, it lasts XXXX minutes, I know what to expect, every single second I know what will be happening"

I wasn't panicking for once. I do if it's late at night


But if it's during the day with other people around, especially my gf, who knows what I'm talking about, it's not so bad.


-Jay