I used to be like that. I'd come on the site randomly now and then. And I'd find that for the week or so after doing so I was terrible. I was constantly thinking myself ill and not wanting to go out until the dreaded happened.
But recently I came back. cos I didn't know what to do...when my mum got ill
And since I've been back I've not wanted to stop coming. OK so I do read some of the posts and wish I hadnt cos I then realise there's something else that I do thats related and I do it more. But all in all I love this site.
I always used to feel guilty only coming here when I needed help, somehow selfish, which I think is part of the reason I forced myself to stay.
xxx.
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