i think that my phobia has turned into slight ocd. it has made me such a germophobe, which has turned me into a compulsive neat freak. i can't comfortably leave my house if my room isn't spotless, sprayed with lysol, and everything is wiped down with disinfecting wipes. it doesn't sound like a serious thing, but it tears me up inside if i know that i left my room without disinfecting everything! i even go to my friends houses and clean things because i get nervous to be around their germs and i try to keep myself busy so they don't see how worried i am. you shouldn't feel crazy about your ocd. maybe if you talk to someone about it you'll feel better. you're lucky that you're only 12, you have plently of time to beat this phobia!!