I remember having this fear when I was 12 and its great to tell people you
trust. But, I remember also that I was really glad a lot of people didn't
know because when something DID happen, no one noticed my strange
behaviors (the OCD and panic). I had a way to do what I needed to
without making it obvious. The worst scars came from my younger years
and the teen years got better. I think its also because kids got sick in
school much less.

To this day I have a really hard time putting pink and black together (like
a black shirt on a pink hanger) because of an incident, and I can't listen to
"the locomotion" and I can name about a million other OCD that have
come and gone on a montly basis. I think as I grew (I'm 26) some things I
could use common sense to get over, but it takes a long time.

good luck We're all in the same boat.