what do you fear ???

[jodi054]

i was just wondering what everyone fears the most ???

[xroofusx]

I've put the whole process, well apart from when its done, then im ok, but the part i find most is the build up and doing.

[willow2]

to be honest i don't know what i fear the most, i fear loosing control and i defiantely fear the gagging. i fear the build up to it before hand but thenI have never actually v* for so long that I think part of me is afraid of the unknown. I just don't know, all i know is i really fear it!! of all the things in the world - i fear it beyond belief!

[junglemonkey]

I can't for the life of me figure out what it is about v* I fear. All of those things sounded scary to me though, soI put the whole process.

[kimmyc24]

Well i've realised its DEFINATELY the noise for me - other people hearing me, and me hearing other people. Its a horrific noise.


I don't like the build up process or the gagging either, but the noise is the worst by far!!!! [img]smileys/smilies_11.gif[/img]

[dreamer]

I hate ALL of it - but for me the build-up is the worst.

[angel13]

Me too, dreamer - it's the whole process, but the build up is the most terrifying for me =( If v*ng happened without nausea or any unpleasant taste or feeling, then I'd be fine with it!!

[s_snow]

V actual


BUT ALSO THAT "WHAT WILL HAPEN AFTER v"

[honeybee]

i hate it all, if anyone is s* around me or if i feel s*

[loveable101]

it all sucks but the build up is the worse!!

[kristin1980]

I hate everything about it.. the whole process... even the noise too [img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img]

[kate1966]

The Whole Process!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How could anything be any grosser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![img]smileys/smilies_09.gif[/img]

[flee]

like willow2, i feel the fear-havnt done it in so long-and maybe only 1-2x in my whole 43 years-do its like fear of the unknown

[katiepool129]

def the whole process, the only decent bit is when it stops and you feel better.

[longgone]

The whole process[img]smileys/smilies_03.gif[/img]
Edited by: longgone

[kimcheezay]

I hate when people say they feel like doing it... or when someone says that they get motion s*ness before we get on a boat or plane or car. It drives me crazy... it makes me now wanna go on. The whole process itself drives me nuts. Edited by: kimcheezay

[sheryl81]

I think I hate the fight the most. I feel sick to my stomach a lot, i've had ulcers in the past and I am pretty sure I have IBS. I hate the not knowing if I am actually gonna have to do it or not. A few weeks ago I felt really sick from drinking too much at a wedding, and I tried to be calm and I really honestly felt I would feel better if I were just sick. But I couldn't let myself. The fear felt as automatic to v*ing as sweats do to a fever. I hate the fight, I wish I could just do it and get it over with but my entire being revolts against the idea of v*ing no matter how sick I feel.
Edited by: sheryl81

[mee55]

I hate the whole process. I feel like I can't breath while its happening and the taste, the noise, the sight, and usually i dont feel better afterward because i am so freaked out that it happened and that it might happen again

[xxsophiaxx]

The whole process, duh!