I googled it and was shocked by the results...

Forget emet, that's just plain revolting.

Ignore and move on. I don't need to see it to know I don't want to. It won't help because no-one in...

I was reading through this thread wondering what I would do. And then I read your post and my heart leapt like it hasn't in a long time and I had to keep myself from panicking.

So I guess I know...

I'm not an emetophile but it is true to say that the more recovered I become, the more...fascination I have with it. For example, I will re-read chapters in books. I will read the 'graphic' posts...

Would absolutely HAVE to be toilet for me. So much cleaner and hygenic. Ugh, I could never use the sink again if I was sick in it. As for outside - only if I had to. I spend my life avoiding places...