my moms getting a colonoscopy and on monday she will start. she has to drnk this gross stuff and its suppose to make you feel awful. there is a very high chance that she will v* a lot. which makes me really nervous. just the fact that i can't catch it from her, is a lot better. im still nervous and not sure how im gonna be able to handle it. my mom is my safety net, ifi don't feel good or my anxiety is bad..i go to her. im not going to be able to, becuase she will be the problem. aahh!!!!