Hey, i hope people don't me posting this, im finding this really hard right now and i know i shouldn't be ashamed of how i feel, but its just getting to me. A while back i posted about being rather confused with my sexuality and i found it kind of difficult to understand as i liked both , for a while when i was ill, it seemed things like this i didn't have time to think about and i never thought about it. But recently i've been getting the same feelings back. The one thing is my religon, i belive in god and do follow that religon, but i don't see how you can help your feelings?, its like ok, i could just keep it to myself, but its difficult and rather unhappy. I didn't choose to have these feelings, its just me. Sorry i don't know how anyone can reply to this as its not a question, just something i needed to get of my chest as my family don't know, and i wouldn't talk to them about it.

Ruth x