I really am totally upset and totally pissed at my bf right now. He is
never reliable. I asked him to put his check in the bank today, because
we have a 0 balance, and no gas or food, literally, well he said he
would. I told him if he was too busy at work to text me and I would do
it. Stupid me thinks he actually did it, but no he didn't. Im so upset.
This always happens. I'm now going to my mothers house to eat, and I
feel like a failure because he is too immature to take care of himself
or me. He can't be a team with me. I dont get paid til Monday, so I
have no lunch today or dinner, and now no food tomorrow or until Monday
after 10AM. I'm so mad. I know my mom will feed us but this is f***ing
stupid. Im so mad. I really love him, I just cant handel that he is a
baby who cant do anything for himself. I really wanted to marry him but
when I think about it, I cant imagine having to be let down all the
time. No promises ever kept, he should just not f***ing make them. I
dunno what to do.



Sorry for the stupid cryign pitty party