I think I'm experiencing that now. I've pretty much realized that I am wasting me life on a petty fear that doesn't eve happen that often. I'm beginning to rationalize the whole v* experience and I'm really beginning to understand why I am afraid and why I shouldn't be.

1. When you v* and you do it naturally, it happens quickly and makes you feel better.
2. If you get sick, you can't stop yourself from v* so why even fret over it?
3. Usually when you are sick friends and family are always around to help you.
4. I've been sick and v* before and I wasn't scared then, so why be scared now?
5. You rarely vomit anyway.
6. It's way easier to just forget about it and live your life.
7. You only have a tight throat and feel bad when you get anxious.
8. You only get anxious when you think about feeling bad.

Thinking these things calms me down when I start to get anxious, and I'm really starting to relax more. I know that the day that I finally get sick will be the day my anxiety will disappear and I will be cured.