Hey everyone I'm new here & i wanna share my story.
I'm 21. I had Emetophobia all my life but it never came in the way of my life.
I never panicked, I would go out to eat all the time, I could watch ppl "lose it" & i wouldn't freak, I could see "it" and i just wouldn't get scared. I think my emet was just that i was obviously scared to V* but i never in my daily life thought about it unless i was sick which was rare.
It all changed when I went through a traumatic experience. I don't like to talk about what it was, but since then i began to get panic attacks, i couldn't leave home without a water bottle (i panic when my mouth is dry), i couldn't eat & go out or eat while i was out.
Crazy how it is right? Well its been about 3 years now and everyday for me is a road to recovery. I've gotten better. I can eat while I'm out and I rarely panic although i do panic on occasions.
I found this forum and thought I'd join to talk with fellow emets. I know there is hope for all of us. Together we can make it