Unfortunately, I've been fighting a tummy bug all week and woke up w/ lower issues this morning, which lead me to being bored on the internet, and then here. I got a little queasy, but fought it away.
But I gotta say, it feels a little like home. LOL. I don't remember being scared of throwing up as a little kid, I think it started in middle school, around the same time I started having panic attacks. EVERY day, I was terrified of getting sick in class. Doesn't help that feeling sick is one of my symptoms. I never fear dying or heart attacks. Just being sick! It never happened, but I was in the nurses office every day anyway. She even began giving me plastic bags to carry around in my backpack - and I still do that! If I'm having a 'bad' day, I'll sneak one into my purse, and there's ALWAYS some in my car!
It was worst through high school, I avoided travelling, rollercoasters, drinking, sleepovers, going out, etc. I've gotten better. I have as-needed pills I take that stop my anxiety attacks (and therefore the associated sick feelings), called Tranxene. I don't want to go on anything daily, as most of them list nausea as a side effect! Derp!
I worked in daycare for a long time, and had a baby cousin with severe reflux, so being around that helped a lot. I'm okay with spit up, and as long as it's not something contagious. I can handle TV and movies, etc. I can handle someone being drunk and sick, but I never drink, and if it's the flu, I BOLT. All of the partners I had in daycare knew that if a kid got SICK sick, *I* was the one to go to the office to call mom. LOL. I've moved on to being an orthodontic assistant, and I am AWESOME at keeping food in tummies during impressions.
I've gotten mostly better. I still avoid anything that will turn me upside down, and I don't drink alcohol much. Usually, I stop at 1(Very light) drink if I do. Sometimes my obsessing annoys my boyfriend, but he deals. If I have to get on an airplane I'll take motion sickness meds and ask for a window seat because it helps to 'see' the movement.
Anyway, it's good to know I'm not alone, at at least within the confines of these silliness, I'm 'normal'.