Hello
Apologise if there is somewhere to write this not here, but I am not great with Computers.
I thought since I was little I was an odd ball, being afraid of being bad, I know no-one likes it, but to be actually afraid of it. Maybe I am odd, but its nice that tonight I saw a site saying emptophobia and then went on to find this site, so I am not alone. It started for me from being at nursery pre school, I used to have to sit next to a lad who was allergic to everything it seemed, every break time, and every dinner time, he would eat his food/drink and then rapidly V* everywhere, this was every day for months... well that started it all off, and it has never got any better!
I don't think I have it to the degree of some of you on here do, that said, if I see, smell or hear someone being bad, or know someone in the vicinity is/has been I am uneasy and feel bad myself. I try to avoid situations where I may be exposed to it, and in the time of winter noro etc, I get a bit worried. If I have an upset tummy, and feel sick I get panic attacks which only make it worse, then when I know I am going to be bad, it is really bad!
That said I am not obsessed with hygiene in that working throughout the year normal muck and dirt bothers me very little, greasy black hands and I will still eat dinner, but go somewhere that's germy (in my eyes at least) toilets or doctors then I have to clean up.
A friend watched me eat an orange whilst working, my greasy hands made it black as I peeled it, no problem I ate it and he shuddered, this was no worries for me, but he on the otherhand doesn't mind people being bad next to him.
Sounds stupid I know!
Well anyway with the noro everywhere in the UK at the moment I have been using a hand sanitizer, but found today it says on the net they don't work. This has prompted me to spend a long time today researching and saying they don't work may not be true.
Please bear with me if I am getting this wrong but my understanding is that human noro virus is extremely hard to test cleaning agents against as the virus will not multiply in the lab only in the body, so testing was done on a similar virus noro calicivirus, which is a feline strain, this is extremely alcohol resistant, hence all the reports alcohol rubs don't work.
Recently they have found Noro murine norovirus is closer genetically to the Human strain, and they found it is not resistant to alcohol, but more research is needed. Interesting I thought. I read on and some say Alcohol over 50% proof, some say 60% proof some say 70 or 80% proof is the way forward. So maybe all help to an extent?
I know the ingredients benzalkonium chloride and benzethonium chloride are effective in the battle against noro virus in concentrations above 0.013%, but I found it hard finding anything locally (uk) who sold anything with these in.
I continued my research to find a few sanitizers that are effective to norovirus which I thought I would share with you, thinking it might help someone. Purell VF481 Antiviral Alcohol Hand Gel and Sterizar Hand Gel which I just ordered through eBay for about 6 pounds free delivery for 50ml, which I thought was quite good. The Sterizar Hand Gel is very good as it apparently will leave protection on ones hands for at least 6 hours after using, any extra help is good I thought.
Now I hope you don't all mind my ramblings, and as a disclaimer I don't know how true any of the above is, but that is what I have read on the internet this evening and came to the decision I did, and how to reassure myself. I advise you to all do your own research and come to your own decisions as I am not a chemist, I am an engineer! lol
I currently use Jangro BK140-50 which is it says Effective against Bacteria and viruses, and also one from boots, Cuticura Anti Bacterial Hand Gel and think anything is better than nothing, when one has no hand washing facilities available.
Thanks and I look forward to talking to people with like minded phobias.
Lastly I apologise for any spelling, dyslexia mistakes, I try to avoid them, but it is hard at times.
All the best
MR W