I had a real scare today. I was at college, and I started getting this really horrible heavy sensation in my stomach. I tried to keep calm and ignore. I took a couple of beta-blockers to stop me panicking, and I took a zantac to see if that helped. I went to my next lesson, and I started feeling really naseous. It came over really suddenly, and I got that horrible sensation of salivary juices kinda riding up in my throat. I really thought I was going to have to run out of the room to V. I tried to keep calm and ignore it, and it passed, but then it came back again. I then spent the rest of the lesson burping, and the gradually it went away. This has really scared me. I'm scared to leave the house incase it happens again, but I've got to go to work all day tomorrow, and I work in a shop, so I can't exactly just run off if I'm behind the till. I'm so scared.
\"You are beautiful, no matter what they say \"
\"Too many Years, fighting back tears, why can\'t the past just die? Try to forgive, teach me to live, give me the strength to try\"