Hey i go through this crap all the time.. i do photo shoots and have modeled for swim suits and i am constently comparing myself to others and i always see what others have that are better than what i have.. no matter what it is.. hair, butt, long legs, skinny all over , nice boobs while i lack in boobs and i have huge thighs thin hair and circles under my eyes.. i hate the way i look and then everyone tells me i look tired and i am sorry but to me that is a polite way of saying i look like hell..
I do group photo shoots sometimes with other girls and the photographers are always like "yes.. yes.. great.. beeeautiful" and me they dont say crap and its so frustrating and i wonder.. why am i even doing this??? cuz im so damn ugly sometimes its so frustrating..
i have the lowest self esteem that i dont even ever stand up for myself when i should... i hope i can get through it..
your not alone
keep your head up girl! and try to keep smiling
\"Dance like no one is watching, Love like you will never be hurt, Sing like no one is listening, Live like heaven on earth!\" Mark Twain