awake and scared at 3am

[jbsmom]

i started having D again around 10p. i really thought i got control of it. i only went 2 or 3 times. well, i was extremely tired so i fell asleep close to midnight. its now 318am and i am awake. i was afraid i woke for obviou reasons. now i am hopin its because its hot but i feel in my stomach a little bit of tenderness. i am still so tired but cant sleep for panic. if i am going to v bout how long from now would be safe to say i would have done it by now?

[MarrickFait]

How are you feeling right now?

[jbsmom]

sorry i didnt reply. i put the computer down and went downstairs where it is cooler. i felt a bit better. i was finally able to go back to sleep for a little while before the alarm went off, Most of the day i did fine. I was actually good til about 15 minutes ago. Now my stomach is making funky noises and it feels weak and i am a bit nauseated. I wonder if i am still dealing with whatever was going on last week.

[MarrickFait]

Is your brain overactive? I mean anxiety. Sorry I haven't replied either.