I'm afraid of not being able to stop. I'm afraid Ill be really sick and be the type of sick that V* every ten minutes for a few hours and get really dehydrated and have to go to the hospital. I'm not afraid of being in public or people seeing it. Actually I feel the safest from it when its day time and I'm out and about because in my mind V* only happens in the middle of the night which is why I have such anxiety when I go to bed. I'm also afraid that because I am so afraid I will prevent the V* from coming up so bad that I will choke on it. Is anyone else afraid like this?