ok wow. welcome Scott. you have certainly picked an interesting career considering the emet. I commend you for that, truly. It seems like you are a bright and confident guy so I have no doubt you can find a way to compartmentalize your fear to get through training. there are nurses, moms and elderly care workers on here (I fall in the mom category) so many of us have to face our fears one way or another. it is a challange. your exposure will be different - less sv related and more motion sickness with the added layer of physical needs of your training preventing you from taking necessary breaks to attend to your immediate needs for self calming. I imagine being macho is a huge deal in the military so that will be something you need to address with your superior.