I'm so sorry to hear about your dad, I wish him well.

I can imagine anyone reading this who have themselves or know someone who has battled cancer would be extremely annoyed, I'm extremely annoyed at myself for the way I think.

Im at risk of developmenting pancreatic cancer due to an underlying medical condition so I might one day find myself in that situation and you're right I probably will feel completely different about it.

Im sorry if my post has annoyed you in any way.